So, I am about to go um I don't know what I'm going to do. Honestly, truly, I just came from Best Buy because I needed

我准备出门，但说实话，我也不知道要去做什么。

to get a SD card for this because I formatted my other SD card in this and I forgot that it deletes clips. So, I don't have any clips. Like I had so

我刚从百思买回来，因为需要给这个买一张SD卡，因为我格式化了我另一张SD卡，结果忘了格式化会删除所有片段。

much sentimental clips in that SD card and they're just it's gone. Um yeah. So I have to figure out how I'm going to drop a vlog

所以我现在没有任何片段了。那张卡里有很多有纪念意义的片段，现在全都没了。

within these last couple of days of December. So that's that thing though.

所以我得想办法在12月的最后这几天里拍个vlog。

>> All right. Oh, there y'all want to chase? Y'all want to chase?

好了，你们想追吗？你们想追吗？

>> >> I was going to try to say something but I couldn't even talk.

我本来想说点什么，但话都说不出来。

>> Okay y'all, so right now I am going to church. Today is December 31st. Um, we're having Bible study and everything at church today. What's a better way to

好了大家，我现在要去教堂。今天是12月31日。今天教堂有查经会等活动。

end the year off with? Going to church.

还有什么比去教堂更好的方式来结束这一年呢？

I'm actually very much tired. I lowkey got insomnia or something cuz I cannot go to sleep for anything in the world at night and it be making me so upset. But

我其实很累。我有点失眠，因为晚上怎么都睡不着，这让我很沮丧。

that's okay though. Um, it starts at 4:00 p.m. It is going It's 30. I said 30. It's 3:41 right now. I wanted to come here a little bit a little bit

不过没关系。活动4点开始。现在是3点41分。

early so I can get a seat. There'll be a lot of people here and I want to sit down. Why do I look nice?

我想早点来，这样能占个座位。这里会有很多人，我想坐下。

The winter is not doing me that bad.

冬天对我还算不错。

My melon go. Anyways, so yeah, I'm about to be at church. Um, very much excited. I'm very much tired, but that's okay.

我的发型。总之，我马上就到教堂了。很兴奋，虽然很累，但没关系。

Um, I was supposed to post a video within these two days, the 30th and the 31st, but why did my clips get deleted?

我本来应该在这两天，30号和31号，发个视频，但为什么我的片段被删了？

I think I told y'all this, but my clips got deleted. So, that's that. All right, y'all. So, got a new phone to put it together. And I don't know where I'm

我想我跟你们说过，我的片段被删了。所以就这样了。好了大家，我买了新手机，正在设置。

going to sit y'all at. Y'all can just stay still for me.

我不知道要把你们放在哪里。你们就待着别动。

I got the zipper one.

我买了拉链款的。

I might just have to go home because it says it's going to take like a few minutes activ let's let's let's get into some things.

我可能得回家了，因为显示激活需要几分钟。让我们开始聊点正事。

First and foremost, it's a lot of things that I want to do better in 2026 than I did in 2025. I was going through an

首先，有很多事情我想在2026年做得比2025年更好。

emotional roller coaster in 2025. Like, it was so freaking crazy. Like, from the love I was getting, the support I was getting, the amount of followers I was

2025年我经历了一段情绪过山车。太疯狂了。从得到的爱和支持，到粉丝的增减，

gaining and losing, from the amount of hate I was getting for no freaking reason, and it was way more. But I was also like really unmotivated and I

再到无缘无故收到的那么多仇恨，而且仇恨更多。但我也真的很没动力，

was slacking so bad with my content to the point where I would just throw things together and just post. And y'all still watched it. Y'all still watch it

内容方面我太懈怠了，到了随便拼凑一下就发的地步。但你们还是看了，你们还在看，

and I love that for for me and for y'all as well because y'all love me.

我很感激，因为你们爱我。

I just want to get on my aame when it comes to this content stuff. Like I really do. Like I want to get back into

我只想在内容方面认真起来。我真的想。我想重新开始发好的vlog。

posting good vlogs. No matter what I'm doing, I want the editing to be like, I want to learn more about editing. I want to learn more about filming. I just want

不管我在做什么，我想让剪辑更好，我想学更多剪辑技巧。我想学更多拍摄技巧。

to learn so much more within myself and within my vlogs and my content, even for Tik Tok and Instagram. I just want to do more. I just feel like I want to leave

我只想在我自己和我的vlog、我的内容方面学更多，包括TikTok和Instagram。

all the negativity that I used to engage in in 2025.

我只想做得更多。我只想把我2025年参与的所有负面情绪都留在过去。

I just want to become more positive within myself and my life because I feel like it was times where I focused on the negative so much because of how much I

我只想在我自己和我的生活中变得更积极，因为我觉得有时候我太关注负面了，

was getting. It was like girl that's all I really saw and it was like what are you doing? Like you got so many people who love you. You got so many people

因为收到的太多。就像，女孩，这就是我看到的全部，就像你在做什么？

who's around you and you got so many people who actually support you and you know just focus on that more because at the end of the day the people who

你有那么多爱你的人。你身边有那么多支持你的人，

literally talk mess about me I kid you not there they watched my every move and I literally got confirmation of that when I was on stream. If you was on my stream

你就多关注这些，因为说到底，那些说我坏话的人，不骗你，他们盯着我的一举一动，

the when was it? I think it was December I think December 29th. December 29th. I feel like that's when it was. If you was on my stream then you seen like it was a

我在直播时得到了确认。如果你看了我的直播，那是什么时候？

couple people. It was like two, three people up in there talking mess the entire time and yeah, like they were talking mess like they was in my entire stream like to the

我想是12月，12月29日。如果你看了我的直播，你看到有几个人，

time I got on there to the time I got off and then when people got removed they get on another page and still it was just so crazy to me. It was just

有两三个人一直在那里说坏话，从我上线到下线，

like okay y'all be talking about some people but y'all watch my every freaking move. If y'all did then y'all wouldn't know nothing about me for y'all even

当有人被移除后，他们又到另一个页面继续。这对我来说太疯狂了。

talk about. So that was that. But I just feel like I'm going to leave all of that in 2025. I also want to leave my my bad

就像，好吧，你们说别人坏话，但你们盯着我的每一个举动。

habits in 2025. Even though I don't really got a lot of bad habits, but I do have some habits. Me not being um consistent with things that I actually

如果你们不这样做，你们就不会知道我任何事，更别说谈论我了。

do love to do. And me just be wanting to like always just chill at home. I do want to be more outgoing and like go

但我觉得我要把所有这些都留在2025年。我也想把我那些坏习惯留在2025年。

outside more, but I ain't going to lie, I'm a little scared. I be scared to go outside because for one, people are crazy as hell. If you live in Atlanta,

虽然我没有很多坏习惯，但我确实有一些习惯。我不够坚持做我真正喜欢做的事。

then you know how Atlanta is. But that's just not in Atlanta. That's everywhere.

我总是想待在家里。我确实想更外向，多出去走走，

Like you got to be on your A game damn near everywhere on your P's and Q's like every single time. But that's just one thing. Um and another thing, y'all ever

但我不撒谎，我有点害怕。我害怕出门，因为第一，人们太疯狂了。

have y'all mom, y'all know how y'all going to go out somewhere and your mom be like, "Oh, well, I just seen on the news that this person."

如果你住在亚特兰大，你就知道亚特兰大是什么样。但不仅是在亚特兰大，到处都一样。

That was my mom today. I literally went to go see my mom to go see her. She was like, "Uh, before I was leaving, I said,

你几乎在任何地方都得保持警惕，时时刻刻都要小心。

"I don't know if I going to do something today or not because I don't know if I want to stay in the house, which I am

但这是一件事。还有一件事，你们有没有遇到过这种情况，

staying in the house. It's literally raining outside and I am not trying to go nowhere in no rain. First of all, people in Atlanta cannot drive. Anyh

你们知道你们要出门，然后你妈妈会说，"哦，我刚在新闻上看到这个人。"

who, um, it's raining outside still.

今天我妈就是这样。我本来要去看她，

People do not know how to drive. I don't want to be out in the rain. I hate being in the rain when I'm driving. I like

在我离开前，我说，"我不知道今天要不要做什么，因为我不知道要不要待在家里，

being in my crib and watching the rain while watching my show. And speaking of a show, y'all, I just started Scandal.

我现在确实待在家里。外面在下雨，我不想在雨天出门。

Why nobody told ME TO WATCH SCANDAL? I'm on season two now, but I was just on season one. I started like 2 days ago.

首先，亚特兰大的人不会开车。

Yeah. No, don't don't judge. Don't judge. I've been binge watching because it's so good. I haven't been paying attention to like season two for real. I

不管怎样，外面还在下雨。

might have to rewatch season 2. But still, it's still a good show. But yeah, I like being at home and it's raining and everything. So yeah, I didn't even

人们不知道如何开车。我不想在雨天出门。我讨厌在下雨时开车。

go out for New Year's for one. Only reason I didn't go out for New Year's is because 2 days before that, me and my friends, we went out. Well, it wasn't

我喜欢待在家里，看着雨，看着我的节目。说到节目，大家，我刚开始看《丑闻》。

even planned for us to go out. Uh we went out, we had a ball, I got drunk that night.

为什么没人告诉我去看《丑闻》？我现在看到第二季了，但我刚看完第一季。

I was like, I'm not doing that on the year. like I'm not I don't want to come into New Year drunk, hung over, nothing.

我两天前才开始看的。

I want to come into New Year sober minded, good. That's how I want it to be. And plus, if you was on my stream, then you know I am going to be getting

是的。不，别评判。别评判。我一直在刷剧，因为太好看了。

baptized this month. So, drinking is really not my thing anymore. Like, I don't want to really be around like, you know, I just don't want to do that for

我可能得重看第二季。但还是很不错的剧。

real. So, yeah. I just feel like I want to leave all the bad habits in 2025. I also just want to level on myself and

但我喜欢待在家里，外面在下雨。所以，我甚至没有出去过新年。

prepare myself to become the woman that God needs me to be. And I also want to make my relationship with God stronger because I was slipping and

我没有出去过新年的唯一原因是，在那之前两天，我和朋友们出去了。

your girl was going through it. 2025 had them hands. Okay? Like I was getting my butt whooped. I was fighting back.

我们甚至没有计划要出去。我们出去了，玩得很开心，那晚我喝醉了。

Sometimes it was a tie, but sometimes it was like, "Girl, can you can you calm down?" Like I understand like calm down.

我当时想，我不会在新年那天这样做。我不想醉醺醺地进入新年，也不想宿醉。

Be calm. But Got to look at the bedroom as well. I moved into my new crib in 2025. I feel like I was finding myself

我想清醒地进入新年，状态良好。这就是我想要的。

more in 2025 and I found things that I actually didn't like. And now that I found those things, I can leave the things I don't like in 2025 and better

另外，如果你看了我的直播，你知道我这个月要受洗。

the things that I do like into what I love. And yeah, I also just want to tell y'all cuz I know I'm not the only one

所以喝酒真的不再是我的事了。我不想再那样了，真的。

who had went through a lot of things in 2025. Make this year the year that you actually find yourself. Find the thing that you love to do. Better yourself.

所以，是的。我只想把所有坏习惯都留在2025年。

Get closer with God.

我也想提升自己，准备成为上帝需要我成为的女人。

Understand yourself. And also make money.

我也想让我与上帝的关系更牢固，因为我在滑落，

Be consistent. Be happy. And whatever you cannot handle, do not let that stress you out or do not dwell on it because it's not it's not going to do

你的女孩正在经历这些。2025年真的很难。好吗？

anything but hold you back. When you feel motivated, find something to make you motivated. Pray about it. Focus on where your feet are at today. Don't

我被揍得很惨。我在反击。

focus about tomorrow. Do not focus about nothing that happened in 2025. And even past that, okay? Focus on now.

有时是平局，但有时就像，"女孩，你能冷静一下吗？"

Tomorrow's going to come. You can focus on tomorrow. The day after tomorrow, you can focus on that. But I just want everybody to know like it's okay to feel

就像我理解，冷静。要冷静。但也要看看卧室。

like you're human. You is literally human.

我在2025年搬进了新家。我觉得我在2025年更多地找到了自己，

So, it's okay to feel emotions and feel down and you know what I'm saying? But always pick yourself back up because at the end of the day, them bills

我发现了一些我其实不喜欢的东西。现在既然我发现了这些，

got to get paid.

我可以把我不喜欢的东西留在2025年，把我喜欢的东西变得更好，变成我爱的。

got to understand. It's okay to be down and upset, but pick yourself up cuz the world don't stop. And on top of that, them bills don't stop. And boo,

是的，我也想告诉你们，因为我知道我不是唯一一个在2025年经历了很多事情的人。

you got to just keep going.

让今年成为你真正找到自己的一年。找到你爱做的事。提升自己。

Um, I also want to start going to the gym more because I did stop doing everything last year because y'all, I hate being sore. I hate being

与上帝更亲近。

sore. I hate feel like I cannot get up for real. So, it's like, girl, come on.

了解自己。也要赚钱。

But, I want to do that more this this year as well. Um, so yeah, it's a lot of things I actually do want to do.

要坚持。要快乐。无论你无法处理什么，不要让它给你压力，也不要纠结，

>> Okay, so I'm about to get ready for bed and I'm going to do my skincare routine.

因为它只会拖你后腿。当你感到有动力时，找些能让你有动力的事。

Y'all, my cycle is coming out, so I'm I'm having like a breaking on my chin every time. Like I It's irritating. But let's get ready to lay it down.

为此祈祷。专注于你今天脚下的路。不要专注于明天。

You got you. You got potential.

不要专注于2025年发生的任何事，甚至更早的事，好吗？专注于现在。

You got you. You got potential.

明天会来的。你可以专注于明天。后天，你可以专注于那。

had a few write it down for me.

但我只想让每个人知道，感到像人一样是没问题的。你真的是人。

Tell me, baby, will you for me holding it down for me? I know you're good in the hood, but a couple just me for me

所以，感到情绪低落是没问题的，你懂我意思吗？

to make me feel me. I need to know for sure cuz you got potential.

但总是要重新振作起来，因为说到底，那些账单得付。

You got you you got potential.

得理解。感到沮丧和难过是没问题的，但要振作起来，因为世界不会停止。

You got you you got potential.

而且，那些账单不会停止。宝贝，你只能继续前进。

You got you Find my interest. Talking that So intriging.

我也想开始多去健身房，因为我去年确实停止了一切，

We could go far, go the distance. I could see it.

因为大家，我讨厌肌肉酸痛。我讨厌肌肉酸痛。

I don't trying to be all of my me.

我讨厌感觉真的起不来。所以就像，女孩，来吧。

Don't change up on me in a long way. You were opening cuz you got potential.

但我想今年也多做这个。所以，是的，我确实有很多想做的事。

You got you you got potential.

好了，我准备睡觉了，我要做我的护肤流程。

You got you you got potential.

大家，我的生理期快来了，所以我下巴一直在长痘。很烦人。

Yeah. You got potential.

但让我们准备躺下吧。

>> >> room full of beautiful women and they notice me. Now all they want to listen to is jealousy.

你有潜力。

Fre you freaking you. Is there a freak in you?

你有潜力。

Come and talk to me.

给我写下来。

Rush rush rush baby just like so pretty. Girl, you belong in.

告诉我，宝贝，你会为我坚持吗？我知道你在社区里很好，但就为我坚持一下，

But your fantasy say something you ain't never did. Like I'm flicking my wrist like I'm diamonds on my chest like a fish.

让我感觉是我。我需要确定，因为你有潜力。

And these lines right here ain't no these right here really really make you these really not around.

你有潜力。

Because there's a room full of beautiful women. But I want more room full of women.

你有潜力。

Now all that one I listen to is loy fre you freak you come and talk to me I don't like the sh I don't like no mind games by the time

找到我的兴趣。说那些话。如此迷人。

you make your mind it's a time hey you going to have to climb it climb it if you want it burning rubbers >> >> Burning through these is exhausting drop

我们可以走得很远，走完这段距离。我能看到。

baby girl like ase right here ain't no heat up these lines right here really I need to know cuz if not I know there's more around

我不想成为全部的我。

more passion, but it's what you want to do.

不要长时间改变我。你在开放，因为你有潜力。

You know what I want to do?

你有潜力。

I love me. Somebody who really loves me.

你有潜力。

That's all I need.

是的。你有潜力。

We in my turn.

一屋子漂亮女人，她们注意到了我。现在她们想听的只是嫉妒。

We smoking but she smelling like a ride.

你，你。你身上有怪人吗？

Trying to get out in my Her name is Angel but she's far from God. They don't play well to fall in love but in love my

来跟我说话。

>> Y'all, it is 4:08 in the morning. Why am I craving an egg sandwich? Like I literally just started craving it out the blue. And it's like, girl, it is

冲，冲，冲，宝贝，就像，太漂亮了。女孩，你属于。

late as Why are you craving stuff this late? I have to clean my stove cuz I made something and it got grease on my stuff. Got to clean it up.

但你的幻想说一些你从未做过的事。就像我甩手腕，就像我胸前的钻石，就像一条鱼。

Like I really had to get up and come and it's like I did not feel like doing this at all.

这些线条，这里没有，这些真的，真的让你，这些真的不在周围。

Yeah. So, I wonder what you call this like I don't even know why the I'm whispering.

因为有一屋子漂亮女人。但我想要更多一屋子女人。

I do want to work on my cousin in 2026, too.

现在所有我想听的都是忠诚。你，怪人，你，来跟我说话。

But it's like I really need to go like grocery shopping for a little bit. I just want like to get some meats and stuff.

我不喜欢，我不喜欢心理游戏。

When the eggs come out, it's good.

到你做决定的时候，嘿，如果你想得到它，你就得爬，爬。

I know some of y'all some of y'all going to be like, "Ew." But let me tell y'all, eggs a egg sandwich with mayo is so

烧橡胶。

freaking good. Like so good. So good.

烧穿这些很累。放下，宝贝女孩，就像，这里没有热量，这些线条，这里真的，